If I could

If I could

Then I would

Like I should

But I can't 

Say the words

or describe it

Share my feelings

so I hide it

For fear of coming on to strong

being to forward

or going to fast

So I hold back

Don't say the words

Of what's going through my mind

The hope of love

and happy endings

That someday I would find

this sensation of happiness

which is one of a kind

The end of the world

The earth is shaking

and the ground crumbles away

nothing to stand on 

nothing to keep you straight

Then the sky starts rumbling

and a darkness falls

there's nothing left to see

and nothing around you

A fire is burning

and it soon starts spreading

the flames go higher and higher

and you feel trapped

The ocean's getting wild and unruly

waves are getting stronger and higher
Not a sound to be made
not a breath to be taken
The water is overtaking you
and there's nothing you can do

It's armageddon

the end of the world

No more land to stand on
No more sky or daylight to look out to

With nothing left to hope for
and without anything to hold on to
all faith is lost
And the best thing to do?
To let it all go...

Remember that feeling?

I thought it long gone

and wondered if I'd ever feel like that again

Afraid I might not recognise it when it appeared

So much time had passed

but then something changed,

everything changed

When everything is brighter

everything is more vivid

When you feel the sun shining even when it's not there

You can't fake it, or force it

It's genuine and complete

It makes you smile with just one thought

This longing

A happines that cannot be denied

It's the butterflies...

They came out of the blue

No warning, but they're there

And all you can do is cherish it.

(Found it online, I have no rights to this picture)

P.s. A little bit late, but Happy Valentine ;-)