If I could

If I could

Then I would

Like I should

But I can't 

Say the words

or describe it

Share my feelings

so I hide it

For fear of coming on to strong

being to forward

or going to fast

So I hold back

Don't say the words

Of what's going through my mind

The hope of love

and happy endings

That someday I would find

this sensation of happiness

which is one of a kind